CD Good Earth

Dear Dixon:I plan to be on Mercury 10-10-08 out of Seattle, You said you planned to come back and I still believe you will. I don't know what happend but I've watched too much Bollywood to give up hope!! Maybe I'm crazy, but not any more than you were when we met. This is all your fault and I can't forget you.I had to try to contact you or I would not forgive myself. You are still special to me as I said and I don't care who knows it! I still pray for you and so much has happend I can't explain. If I am making a fool of myself it's worth it to try since I'm way past caring about what anybody thinks. Maybe I should've gone with my 1st instinct that you were just a "player", but I was convinced you were for real when you ask me to wait, and I have waited and will continue to wait untill it's been a full year without hearing from you. Maybe you promised in order to stop me from being sad and thought that time would cause me to forget you, but the truth is that it's been torture for me not knowing what happend to you and thinking you forgot me. I wish you had never promised to return if you didn't mean to. I had a dream in early Dec. that you fell down the stairs at work. I don't know if you were actually hurt or maybe lost your job? Maybe you had to go home early for some reason and couldn't get back on Mercury. I don't know what to do. I've tried to let go, But find that I just can't. I keep believing that I will hear from you again. I know it all seems impossible but You were the one who said "If there's a will, there's a way". I have been praying for Gods Will and His Way for both of our lives. I know that you probably will think that I am crazy now, But I had to try to tell you how I feel. Too much Bollywood has given me hope that you are still thinking of me too. If not, I will get over it eventually! We'll always have our memory of a secret kiss. You made me feel good again and for that I'll always hold you dear. Still hoping, Nadine